I Thought About Death
I forgot to blog about this since last week and I finally remembered to do it now. Strange that during daytime, I suddenly thought about death. Like I was old and in my deathbed and once it was my time to pass, my eyes closed and I was in limbo not knowing what to do. I felt weak all of a sudden. I do not know why I even thought about it. Maybe it was because of how old I am now that my parents are getting older and I feel like I cannot let go of them. I miss them so much!
People say that if you will not have peace of mind, if it is your time to go then you may be stuck in this world instead of going to Heaven. Is that true? Maybe I cannot have peace of mind yet since I am still young. I envy the younger generations. All they have to do is study and enjoy life. As you grow older and even once you have a family, it is that time where you really appreciate your parents more because finally, you can relate how they felt when you were still a kid.
Honestly, I am afraid of death (who isn’t?). If it is my time (simbako), that it would happen while I am asleep. I am happy though that God has given me the chance to experience life, to have parents like my parents, my sister, brother and relatives, my wife and my friends. I will just have to live my life to the fullest and think about death later.
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